“We only part to meet again,” a saying from John Gay that I really appreciate (most especially when times like this). Ask why? Haha. Well. Let me dig it from the start. ~
After I graduated from elementary, I transferred to another school to continue my high school education. Being a transferee and a late enrollee in that school, it was a bit awkward at first. But as time passed.. passed.. and passed, I got acquainted with my classmates and soon became very comfortable with their company.
I spent the 1st year up to the 4th year of my high school being in the first section. Diamond.. Topaz.. Jade.. and then Aquamarine.. In every new school year, the faces I see was still those I saw the last school year. In other words, I have been sitting, chatting, eating, taking quizzes, etc with almost the same persons everyday for four years. Four years is not just four years. For me, it is indeed something.
Admit it. I won’t deny that during the first 2 years of our high school, our bonding was not really that close. It wasn’t until we became pupils of III-Jade. That was a very crucial period of our time. That was the time when we knew so much about each other, and ourselves as well; and as they say it, maybe it was the start of being in an “identity crisis”.
Expect more when we reached our senior year in high school. Our LAST year in high school. Maraming nagbago sa amin. We became more mature in every aspect. We became more responsible; and one thing, we had a better unity. Yes. I can prove so dahil sobrang dami ng pagsubok ang dumaan na sa amin, but we still remained unmoved by those. I want to share every inch of memory and experience I had with them. Pero I know I can’t dahil sobrang dami. Basta ang alam ko, I will always keep in mind and carry with me all of those memories. Hinding-hindi ko makakalimutan yung mga pagmumuka nila. Yung boses nila. Yung amoy nila. Yung kakulitan nila. Yung mga kalokohan nila. Never.
I am very very grateful for having friends like them. They are the bestest of the best friends you will able to meet. Walang sinuman ang makakapantay sa pagkakaibigan naming Aquamarine. Wala talaga. Belat.
Dati hindi ako naniniwala sa sinasabi nilang highschool life is the happiest e. Sabi ko, anu naman ang masaya dito e nandito ang lahat ng klase ng gawain, simula sa homework hanggang sa thesis, at naririto ang lahat ng pressure.
Pero as time passed, at napalapit ako sa bawat isa sa kanila. I realized I was wrong. High school life, as they have said, is indeed the happiest. Balewala pala ang lahat ng pagod at hirap; dugo at pawis na nilaan para lang makapasa o makagraduate kapag nasa tabi mo ang mga totoong kaibigan mo. Take it from my mouth. Totoo yun.
Nakakalungkot lang isipin na talagang “all things come to an end”. Masakit yung realidad na pag napamahal ka na sa isang tao, iiwan ka talaga niya sa bandang huli. Why? Not because they want to, but they HAVE TO.
Walang halong kakornihan at kadramahan, pero kasi napamahal na talaga ko sa Aquamarine na yan. We could hardly believe na gagraduate na kami bukas; and after that @#$%^ ceremony, hindi na kami magkakaklase, and we won’t share the day and the same old classroom together. Hahahaha. I said I won’t cry. Nakareserba yung luha ko para bukas e. LOL hahaha can’t resist X’D
I LOVE YOU AQUA.
I mean it. And I will miss you so much. Mamimiss talaga. Mahal na mahal ko kayo. Kung pwede nga lang kayo ipasok sa bag ko para lagi ko kayong kasama, matagal ko ng ginawa e. Bakit nyo ba kasi ako iiwan? Waaaa. I hate this feeling. I think I’ll die of depression right now.
Eh kung wag na lang tayo umattend ng graduation tomorrow? Nang sa gayon, we’re still classmates! Forever! Yay! Yay! Baka kasi mamiss ko kayo ng bongga e. Baka maiyak ako. Eh ayaw ko kasi umiyak e.
Hmm.
Nga pala. Sorry kung minsan hindi nyo ako naintindihan o may hindi kayo nagustuhan sa mga inaasal ko ha? Ganun lang talaga. Wala naman sating perfect.
Thank you naman dahil sa kabila ng lahat ng pagkukulang at pagkakamali, pinilit nyo naman akong intindihin.
The return makes one love the farewell. Kaya naman, magiging masaya lang ako kung ippromise nyo sa akin na we will never forget each other. Oh, that means, you should be happy too, kasi wala naman talaga akong balak na kalimutan kayo.
I should prevent myself from crying.. So for now, I think that’s all I can say. Goodluck sa atin bukas. Don’t forget your hankies. Haha.
Congratulations Aquamarine.
Advance Babay.
I love you all so much. :’)
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