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I am a teenage mutant ninja turtle. Simple, witty, outgoing. Responsible, introvert, dressy. Ranidaphobic, choleric, asthmatic. Loves KPop, pandas, boys, and chocolates. Family and goal-oriented. Pianist, blogger, proud Iska. An eighteen-year-old imperfect young Filipina lass who's an expert in irony and sarcasm. Loves writing, eats a lot, cries easily and has a special talent with her pinky finger. Loves loving and being loved.

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Yes, i WAS a lunatic :)

Entering UP was one of my biggest decisions in life. Sa pagpasok ko dito, alam ko namang hindi madali ang magiging buhay ko dito eh. Mahirap, pero alam kong kakayanin ko. Kaso ngayon pa lang ang komplikado na. Naiinis lang ako kasi all this time I thought I could overcome anything, hindi pala.

Kahit kailan I've never been too lazy to study. He knows that :(
Kaso alam mo yung feeling na kung kailan ka nag-aral ng sobra, dun ka pa makakakuha ng sobrang baba sa test. Sobrang baba na tanggap mo nang ikaw ang lowest.
Pero this isn't the only reason why I was acting like a lunatic these days. Haha. Narealize ko rin kasi na ang hirap pala ipilit ang weakness ng isang tao. And in my case, math was at the least part of my preferences.

If only I could finish this struggle as soon as possible. Kasi I don't really like the feeling of being too helpless. Pagod na rin ako kakaself-handicap sa sarili ko.. Haha. Yoko na kasi maging tanga. Err. Buti na lang talaga hindi ako tumalon sa Neverending bridge o uminom ng formalin. Haha. At least, I knew myself better. Nakakatakot pala ko pag nadodown. Hahahaha.

I'll also take this opportunity to thank my loved ones who stood beside me that time. Wahahaha. Maraming salamat at binago niyo isip ko.. Kahit alam kong napagod na rin kayo sa kakacheer-up sa akin, Haha.

To end this, gusto ko lang i-share, lalo dun sa mga katulad ko rin na suicidal, joke haha, na no matter how strong or brave a person is, may mga bagay talagang susubok sa kanya. Na every person has this one thing they call weakness. :) Pero kahit anu mangyari, isipin nyo lagi na ang Real number line ay nahahati sa dalawa. Sa kaliwa ay negative, sa kanan ay POSITIVE. Nasa sa atin na kung ano ang pipiliin natin :)
Speaking in the perspective of a pessimist na galit sa Math. 'til here :)